clearance due

I loved words. I love to sing them and speak them and even now, I must admit, I have fallen into the joy of writing them. Anne Rice

Hey,

It was a nice day. Really nice. I got my point clear and even the leader got it right. The article was correct. The best way to manage people is just ask them how they want to be managed. This thing really rocks. It just melted away any barriers between the team members. Now regarding the attitude and behaviour, we have got into a nice rhythm. This will be the awesome project. Really awesome one.

I got the air cleared. Got the work on path. Now there was a seminar in morning by the new manager. Ah, and when I gave explanation about an answer, they freaking clapped for me. wtf, thanks to cs, she diverted the attention to me. Ah, thanks for that girl. I never had someone diverting proffs attention to me, till now. Then the usual meeting scenario started. I rarely got the time to socialize. During lunch, some talk with cs. Nothing else.

Evening, even she missed me. It looked like that. One thing for sure, I miss her tiffin. She hasn’t shared it with me for a while. I have noticed that whatever I wish of passionately happens. Glad to realize that. And I am also so grateful for it. Damn awesome feeling! I know what I want. And I receive what I want. It’s just that easy. I love it.

Today, a small group of people went for a hangout. Coffee shop and then mall. Me and cs included. It was the first time that I went out with girls in a mall. Lol. Girlish talk kills me. Argh! Anyways, it’s nice to go out after hateful three days at office. Fuck, today my iPhone charger went missing. Blame it on new manager. Grr, I don’t like people misplacing my stuff. That too iPhone accessory, I’ll kill euyou!

A nice walk with cs dropping her till her dad’s work. Meeting with her parents. And another wish coming true. This day is epicly awesome. That part was real fun. Walking with her in her own area. I don’t know how she agreed. I was feeling bad for her. Anyways it was great to meet her parents. Gosh, they kind of interviewed me. lol. Then getting home, dinner, blog, sleep. I am getting used to it. this is getting awesome!

Life has started to rock again!

–rd

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

college like

I love being a writer. What I can’t stand is the paperwork. Peter De Vries

Hey,

This was the funniest day at office. Yes, this was! A seminar. I don’t know why but since school days, I like this extra learning stuff. Friends tell me its waste of time, I enjoy, so I go.

There was something to learn. And there was a new guy. Not new but new to me. pj. Damn, he is uber cool. Has awesome personality. Awesome knowledge and awesome command on others. Fuck man, he just throws away everyone with his quick wit and sense of humour. Be it rg or av. Even the seminar was awesome. Got to learn something new.

Being with pj makes rg very open minded. I was him in so friendly mood after such a long time. May be being with pj makes him share some responsibilities with him. The fun over who will pay the bill of pizzas and the epic fun watching some videos on youtube that too on projector. Ah, and the fun we had together, teasing each other. Just reminded me of college days. But still there was a slight fear, that I am just a newbie. And I should not fully open up just now. Things will be on track pretty soon. I felt like just sitting there with my new set of college like buddies. But this has to end.

I went to a mall with pr and ak. Just wanted to meet them and have some fun. It was kind of boring as the place was same, and the mall was even older than our friendship. I wish we could have gone to a mall near ak’s place. Two ice-creams in one day. Couldn’t get any more epic than this. Then after coming home, some sweets and then heavy dinner to follow. A phone chat with cs in bus to lighten up the mood. I guess she was too disturbed with stuff I told her. She will spoil the beans, as far as I know. No more betrayals now. It’s just me. nothing else.

–rd

Violence around

Writing is the only profession where no one considers you ridiculous if you earn no money. Jules Renard

Hey,

Busy day. Spent outside for most of the time. Mall, gym and fun. Met few college friends after a long time. very happy at the end. There are few incidents that made me happy, few made me angry. So much eventful day. I wish cs could have been with me. But I don’t know if she will ever join me. Me and she alone. Doesn’t look possible but you never know what is written in your destiny.

Dt called me at 8. I thought hey, my alarm was off then why the fuck my iPhone was ringing? I attended the call. Dt was asking me about movie plan. Glad that he decided to come. I decided to sleep some more time. Damn, I am used to get up at 8. Whenever I get up I ask myself a question, am I late for office? What day is it? Oh, it was Saturday. Phew! I slept till 10.30am. got up, switched on my laptop, and started searching for movie timings. Dt messaged me at the same time to know details of the plan. Then came the hour when I called few of my friends ak, pr, cg and ak. All was fixed. Time was decided to 1pm. my planning skills suck. How could I do such miscalculations? I was talking just about my time. Others were not included in it. My bad. Time shifted to 3pm show. That sounded like a plan.

I reached first then dt. He looked so different. He was changed. Lol. We met had a small chat, and then entered the mall. First, thing I wanted to do was to buy a case for my iPhone. Damn, it was so costly. But I made up my mind and finally bought it. I needed it. At least my phone got some protection. I don’t know if that screen guard id worth a use. Then came pr. And then ak and cg. We missed ka. I tried calling him but his fucking phone never worked. I don’t have his new number. He will get angry when he will know about our outing. Anyways. Lunch at subway and then movie time!

Gangs of wasseypur 2! I wanted to watch this film since I watched first part. I knew it would be awesome. And it was awesome. Fun dialogues, fun music and fun scenes. But all in super violence. I have never watched so much violence ever in my life. Apart from gta and Max Payne. Lol. So many characters but all had a long lasting impression throughout the movie. Awesome looking actresses. What else you need. This director surely knows how to make violence look fun. Without a famous lead role this movie is an epic piece of entertainment. I like a character called definite. He is fucking manipulative. He is awesome. Started as the kingmaker and then betrayed the king himself to be the new king. While at theatre, there came news about violence in Mumbai. Something happened at Victoria terminus. Some serious shit. But we were too much involved in movie. It ended the way as I expected. All died. Lol. You can never expect a happy ending with such movies. But overall, 4.5 stars out of 5. I am going to buy its blue ray.

Got out of theater, had a cold coffee, clicked some photos, window shopped across stores. Met a schools friend. Everyone was worried regarding the incident that happened this afternoon. I hope all is well. Left the mall at 7.30pm. Enjoyed a lot. I wish ak, ss and cs were there too. Got home, had some snacks, and was off to gym after a full fucking week.

To my surprise, my weight was less by a kilogram. Gosh, please it must not be muscle weight that is lost. Cardio today. I felt like I should interact with people some more. Cs told me to do so yesterday. I took it seriously. There was one more violent thing happened on the streets while going home. Two guys were beating up a guy. Must be some car accident related issue. Motherfuckers dragged the guy out of his car and started beating him. A guy intervened but he was beaten as well. I felt so helpless and angry. Why the fuck people make wrong use of their power. May destiny punish them for all their wrong doings. Curse you motherfuckers. If I had enough power to beat the two of them. Ah, I just wish. That’s why I joined gym so that a whoreson thinks hundred times before even talking rudely to me. People were so dumbfucks. Just kept watching. Even I was one of them but I felt helpless alone. Crowd could have beaten the two mofos easily. I want so much strength that I can easily handle tens of hundreds of people easily. Gym on. Protein on.

Tomorrow’s todo list is. Fix the nokia phone, completely read the ebook. Watch infosec material. And gym. Most importantly, have some fun.

–rd

 

 

Mumbai- east west

I’m writing a book. I’ve got the page numbers done. Steven Wright

Hey,

I’ll never forget this day. So much fun, so much of friends and so much happiness. I wish every weekend goes like this. Almost entire Mumbai covered via train. Plan was made, people were decided, location was fixed and so all was done.

I got up at 8.30am. I usually wake up at 11 during Saturdays. Sadly, the first thought in my mind was why I can’t get cs. Why it is happening to me? But then I realized, all is not over yet, it was never in my hand. Sometimes things just happen and we need to accept the way they are. Shrugged off that negativeness and started working towards my plan. Called up everyone, asked them to reach on time. But I was late. Lol. Me, ak, ka, pr and ss. The fellas left in Mumbai from our college group. Some guys were going to Bangalore for their jobs. Met them on airport. Really a sad and emotional moment for them and their families. Being away from home is never so easy. Best wishes to all of them. Ss reached late. He missed it. Next was finding a place to eat. McDonald’s was the winner among several options. Gosh, with free coupons all used at same time, we all were feeling stuffed. Checked on my iPhone which is the nearest mall. The nearest mall was not near to our railway station. So we decided to go to another mall that is close to another railway station. Shit was that decision and shit was the travel till there. that marked the end of Mumbai’s borders. But that mall was epic. New and awesome. nothing bought but just time spent together.

Ak  and ss can never get along very well. It’s fun to watch them fight and swear at each other. Lol. All college days remembered, just brought back the memories of college days. I suggested we go to college, just being nostalgic. Couldn’t even eat ice-cream at mall, damn. Ka wanted to go home early like he always does. Any ways, ak and me went via train others by bus. They couldn’t stop praising my iPhone, all of them. Thanks Steve Jobs for creating such an awesome gadget. And iPhone’s camera is so awesome. I kept my 12 megapixel camera aside and shot all photos with iPhone. Such was its power. Had a great time speaking with ak during the return journey. Checked the prices of sports shoes on the way and had a cold drink. Nice time. Then it was me and my iPhone’s playlist till home. There couldn’t be any movie plan today. Maybe tomorrow evening. Just may be. I should look beyond some things that are blocking my future vision now. For last two months, I felt like I was all done and there was nothing more to achieve. Whole life is a blank canvas that I need to paint. Let me start.

Peace.

–rd

keh ke lunga!

Words, once they are printed, have a life of their own. Carol Burnett

Hey,

Finally the college group of best pals of mine has watched a movie together. And it needed four years of wait to this to happen. Gangs of wasseypur was the movie. Last night I slept at 4am. After watching the euro match and then few videos on youtube, it was almost 4 when I went to bed. got up at 10 after 6 hours of sleep. No, I didn’t feel sleepy. Was excited little bit.

Reached the mall on time. In fact, earlier than most of them. 5 guys and tickets were already booked. That was a good decision. Movie was running houseful even on Sunday morning. Gosh, the movie was so adult, violent and vulgar. I haven’t seen any such movie before in public. The movie before interval was based on historical events. Speeding super-fast till the interval. Then after interval, characters got a space to breathe and establish their effect. Manoj Vajpayee is made for these gangsta roles. I generally never miss movies on Mumbai, police, and underworld. Adult jokes in movie were funny but I was taking a long time to understand them. I don’t know if other guys followed the movie or not. It was a complex plot indeed. Introducing loads of characters in just 3 hours. It was originally, a 5 hour movie but cut short to make it two parts. This movie starts from history and continues till present or even the future. Liked the music, liked the actresses and overall, great movie. I rarely see such maturity in Bollywood movie. Art wise, it was brilliant.

After movie, we, 5 of us went to McDonald’s for lunch. Average food but great buddies along so great time overall. Even they ask me about how things are going on between me and cs. How could I tell them that I have started liking her? Even I am not sure about it. Let some time pass. Transferred files and videos to ak’s flash drive. It was the main reason for outing. After that, spent some time in crosswords. I went for the first time in that book shop. Liked it. Everything, printed or digital stuff, all was there. I bought a book that I wanted since a long time. It was written by a senior in college. That was one of the reason I wanted that book. Also, learned a thing that, while getting job, the university matters. The new guy that joined us was working on same job profile as mine but was earning 2ce as me. still, I got 40 years to earn money. After coming home, first thing to do was read the newspapers and then complete max payne 3.

Sadly, even after being 30 gigs large, I managed to complete it within two days. That was disappointing. I mean where are those days when video games used to take a month for their competition? It took me 50 hours to complete dragon age. And I played it for a whole month. cod mw3, I completed that in 6 hours and never even touched it after that. I don’t feel like playing max payne again. But I’ll play one more play through surely. Weekend outing surely makes me fresh. But I can’t wait to go to office and see cs. She is one reason I don’t feel bore to go to office. I feel college like in her presence. Am I talking too much about her? May be yes. Let’s see tomorrow if I get to sit next to her or not. I will at any cost off course.

Euro between England and Italy is like a final match to me. Italy are dominating. But balotelli isn’t shooting past the keeper. He has already wasted so many chances. Buffon looks motivated. It difficult to beat him today. what the heck is rooney doing there on field? He is totally influence less. Pirlo is controlling entire midfield. Italy looks well organized only until balotelli takes a shot. England go on to do counter and then are made to go back on the same speed. Crazy. No luck for Italians. Already hit the bar twice but no goals for them. Looks like penalties will decide the result today. I wish the old guys of England were back in this euro. Lampard, gerrard, beckham all great people. Last world cup was their last tournament for England. This new string of players will take time to settle in. young, lescott, parker they just don’t look like they are enough to take England ahead. This game is a tale of missed chances and wasted opportunities. It’s decided. Italy advance on 4-2 on penalties. Montolivo and both the ashleys missed the kick for England. Italy deserved victory. Buffon’s geniuses saved them once again. Pirlo’s flighted penalty reminded me of Zidane’s penalty in world cup finals. Cool headed guys. Italy meets Germany in semis. Full stop for England. Still, well done by holding out Italy till 120 minutes. It wasn’t their day. 4-2 the final score.

–rd