missing friends

I try to leave out the parts that people skip. Elmore Leonard

Hey,

What a disappointing Saturday. Not even this not even that. Got up late and went to gym. I wanted an outing today. But fuck that, no one from college seems to be free these days. How will they go out when they get responsibilities after some months? Anyways, even I wanted some rest.

Biceps workout in gym. And that new protein’s taste just sucks. I was about to throw up the first time I took a sip. Why the best one has to taste bad? Got home and then ss called me. He is the only one who keeps in touch. Rest may be busy with their own new found life. sd called me too. He wanted some help in appearing for an exam. His application was rejected. Was disturbed. I went on to check youtube and gmail. Cs had sent an email. The usual send this to people you care email. Glad to know I come in that list. I was just wandering through the memory lane of college days. Checked profiles of ak, ka and pr. Checked all the photos of them. Most of them clicked by me. photoshopped by me. I just miss those golden days. When they were always there for me. No drama, no shit, just pure understanding. Wtf, I would pay anything to get those days back. I would love to click our photos on t’fest, cult fest and the regular college days once again. I just miss it badly.

I thought el classico was today, so I took a nap at 6. Got up at 8 and watched Chelsea playing at home. 16 goals in 4 matches. Freaking awesome. torres, mata, hazard and Oskar these guys are just brilliant. I was shocked to read that essien was loaned to madrid. Real shock for me. I wonder what mikel is doing at bridge. He should have been the new lampard by now. Anyways, got some new games for my iphone. Car racing. I just love those graphics but I hate playing games on smartphone. Games are played on consoles and pcs. Choosing from 10 different buttons, hand and eye co-ordination at its best. No such fun on smartphone games.

Cs was online late night. We hardly discussed our day and she went to bed. Looks like I got her addicted to chatting. Now she keeps on chatting with other guys and keeps me waiting for reply. Argh! I was up till almost the morning. Till 4.30am. Got a chance to talk with nk. Glad to see him settling down at Washington. He was worried about my insomnia. Lol. It looked like he felt alone and wanted someone to talk. May be for the first time, he wasn’t bored to talk to me. lol. Awesome work he is doing and he really deserves what he got. Glad to have friend like him.

–rd

sleep, rest, nap

My ideas usually come not at my desk writing but in the midst of living. Anais Nin

Saturday, the day when most of the software professionals spend lying on bed and sleeping. I did the same. I needed rest. Got up at 11am. I wanted to sleep some more, umm like 12.30 or even 1pm. but after 11, I couldn’t sleep anymore, had to get out of bed. My iphone was missing. I knew where it was. When at home, gddu takes control of iphone. Squeezes out every drop of battery left inside. I don’t like it.

There was a pile of newspapers in front of me.  But I never felt like reading them. I used to feast on newspapers in my college time. This job thing made me change my habit. I watched YouTube for some time. cs pinged me to ask what I was doing. She told yesterday was best day of her work life. She had lots of fun. I am glad to be part of it. Looks like even she thinks of me all the time. hmm.

Lunch was awesome. veg pulav! Then I decided to take a nap. I needed energy for gym. Fortunately I got up at 6. Otherwise, my nap ranges anywhere between 7 to 8pm. there were lots of tasks to be done this evening. Went to the iphone shop and asked for the bill that was yet to be given to me. I guess their service isn’t that great. Another guy was quarreling for some reason. Cs called me in the evening. May be one of her friend wanted to buy the iphone from same shop. Oh, there is no shortage of galleries in Mumbai though. Then I went to gym, got my subscription renewed. And finally off to workout. Freaking one and half hour of happy workout. Hell yeah, me gusta feeling.

Called rm. he told we would meet today. I went to his place. He looked too tired and a bit tense. Met another friend, vm after so long. Three of us were the best childhood buddies. Time takes away everything. Only memories are left. There was one time when we would do everything together. And now, getting 15 minutes to talk seems difficult task. Anyways, those golden days, I enjoyed them to the fullest. No regrets about that. I and rm walked some distance talking about things and life. His sister is getting engaged tomorrow. I am supposed to go.

I don’t know why I am feeling sleepy despite sleeping for most of the day. Good night. Life is awesome.

–rd

 

 

searching, finding, thinking

Every writer I know has trouble writing. Joseph Heller

Hey,

Saturday is late morning day. I watched a dream. Kristen Stewart was having a strange problem. Whenever someone tried to kiss her, she used to pass out and return to consciousness just after few seconds. So a guy, who looked like me, was trying out all possible kisses to check out what actually happens to her. Strange, strange dream. I jimped. Lol. I got up at 11 am. As usual I wanted to sleep some more. But I decided that lets go in bank and deposit my first salary. But it was too late. I reached the bank at 1 and it was already shut down at 12pm. I tried to use the drop box for depositing cheque but I fucking couldn’t even fill the form. Damn, that’s what happens with internet generation like me. I don’t know how to do that shitty paper work. I can click to get the work done. That’s so simple.

So, the task 1 failed. Next task was to check for the iphone prises. The service provider has dropped the prices by half. And I didn’t want to miss this opportunity to buy myself my first iPhone. It’s my dream to buy iPhone since last 6 years. Dad would never have given me so much money to buy it. Now it’s my money. It will be my iPhone. I went to the gallery, waited there for like 15-20 minutes, got the info, took the contact number and now after consulting with dad, I’ll buy it on Tuesday or Wednesday. Woot! Damn happy! But first, let my lovely pay check be deposited in my bank. Arrgh!

I don’t know how the afternoon went, I chatted with cousin ako. She had left the city months ago and I didn’t even know about it. Anyway, she will be visiting on 1^st of next month. She was happy for me that I got the job. Thanks sis. Also, she asked me to be a little open with people around. Lol, she knows me very well, don’t you sis? Then I watched Gabriel Iglesias’s stand-up comedy. He is not fat he is fluffy. Lol. I liked 2 jokes the most. He trolled the discovery channel guys.

Dcg: this is a poisonous venom, you can’t even touch it or you will die. Now I will touch it. *goes near the venom* *screams* omg, the venom looks angry, I am running, I am running. *runs away*

Now what if that guy went on war with Iraq. No guns no weapons just with camera person.

Dcg: this is an Iraqi soldier, you can’t even go near him or he will shoot you. Now I am going to puke him with a stick. *goes near the soldier and pukes him* *screams* omg, the soldier looks angry, I am running, I am running. *runs away* lol. This was best.

Second was, once he tells his fans that he loves cakes. So fans keep bringing cake for him. His manager gets pissed off. And says why don’t you tell them you like hookers? Eh? Even this one was cool. But he gets nowhere close to russel peters. He just rules.

Most of the time I was thinking about cs. I thought she would call me to ask how study is going on. But no. I don’t know why but I feel she is hiding something from me? Does she already have a boyfriend? I am scared about that. But not worried. I feel I am doing a mistake by totally trusting her. Am I? Is there something else, behind those lovely and expressive big eyes? I have opened up my life for her but she is taking it carefully now. She started to open up her life and then I followed. Am I too ahead with that now? Why are these negative thoughts clouding up my mind? I just want a call from her. I just want to go out with her. I want to trust her completely. I am doing it for the first time. Just for her. Yes, I trust her and I love her. I want her in my life that’s the truth. Enough about these thoughts now.

Finally I went to gym. Cst workout. Started with light weight, and then continued to heavy training. Trainer giving me support greatly increased my efficiency during workout. Geez, I started with new whey protein supplements from today. It felt nice. Like gummy berry juice. Lol. But I wasn’t jumping; I was feeling more powerful and hungrier. I got home, and surprise. Cousin vb and his family were home. Damn, they started praising my dedicated training schedule and they were awestruck when I told them that I lost 17 kg in one and a half year. One strange thing, they moved to live near my office 6 months ago and I fucking never knew it. Damn, I know nothing about my relatives. I plan to visit their place next week. That will be fun. And I also plan to buy an iPhone that would be epic fun.

So I spent some time reading about relationships and stuff on Google. I guess I am going on right track. I just need to wait patiently. Things are going really very good between us. Just have patience. After all, good things come to those who wait. A quote from Facebook: An organization’s security is only as strong as its weakest link, but for any relationship, it is as strong as the strongest person involved. I would like to be that strong person!

–rd