special day

Words, once they are printed, have a life of their own. Carol Burnett

Hey,

It was a special day. It was her birthday. I already wished her at midnight. Also made a quickie for her in Photoshop. The morning was late. And today, even she was late. Busy doing nothing but accepting others wishes.

Lol, may be after so many years, she had a cake and ice-cream. Glad to see her break away from restricted life at least for one day. She wanted to talk a lot but I had to finish a task. She was kind of upset, cutie pie! The afternoon wasn’t so cool. Rg and others banter over piracy. Me and she taking fun and clicking photos.

Something went wrong in afternoon. She was sitting in a corner and chatting with friends. I caught her and she got angry. Lol. Then again I teased her with something and she went away immediately. I felt like saying sorry to her but it didn’t look like a big deal. Then some fun with a colleague who bought a new watch.

While cutting the cake, the first piece was going away for rg. I don’t know why but I was expecting it. But office people screamed my name so she was forced, may be forced to share first piece with me. Let it be, but it was really very funny. I wish they don’t see those photos on facebook. It was her day and she was looking really nice in simple way.

Evening we left early. It was a brilliant day overall. I went to gym afterwards and she went to party with her friends. Late night on chat, we discussed some funny events. An awesome end to an eventful day. I just loved the way everyone was involved in celebrating her special day.

–rd

friday the 13th

One day you will wake up and there won’t be any more time to do the things you have always wanted. Do it now. – Paulo Coelho.

Hey,

Friday the 13^th. That creepy day appearing 3 times this year. I don’t know about superstition stuff but my day at work was super boring. It was like a motiveless day. When you have something to do but you don’t feel like doing it. Playing games, reading news, tweeting and what not. I tried bunch of things to get out of boredom.

Damn, I don’t like the two senior guys in our cabin. They both are freak. Look at me in such a manner that they have something against me. Thirsty for bloody revenge on me. Wtf. Fucking hell, I won’t mind shifting my place to where I was originally. The book we are made to read is so shitty. Here is how I would describe that. First they scare you, then they give you complex code, then they make you cry and then you quit! Perfect way to describe that book. I’ll shift to basics first. What kind of shitty author is that guy? He totally sucks at writing a book. Get a life dude.

A senior guy was leaving company today. So in lunch people were discussing the shit they were going to do. Food and then playing games. food was ok but games. what kind of games, I asked. The reply was epic. Cards or monopoly! Seriously? I’ll fucking go for a night out to fucking play that monopoly shit? Come on you gotta be kidding. I thought he would reply with playing Max Payne or Fifa on Xbox or something. Shit. Cs was in full mood about giving epic replies to the questions people were discussing. She is the life of lunch break discussions. Queen of good and funny times? May be.

Post lunch session, we sat together on same table. I needed to talk. That was getting uber boring. I like talking to her. May be so does she. She was playing romantic songs. Was that a cue for me? Because she behaves nicely to everyone. I can’t take things for granted with her. Also, she doesn’t share personal things with everyone. Lol. Plus point to me. I needed a break. Things are looking like they have hit a barrier. Our relationship is blooming but not at a great speed. I may be anticipating things too quickly. May be things go slow usually. But I know best will happen. Lol. Love is a slow poison, eh? I love this slow poison then. Take it easy mate. Best will happen. I believe it.

Damn, due to that fellow’s farewell program, I had to bunk the gym. And cs almost skipped her half the meal. He talks too much. Anyhow, cake was awesome. So creamy and chocolaty. Loved it. Me and cs left early. We met this office colleague on street. Trying to catch a taxi. But no luck. when cs saw it, she immediately tried to take a baggage from his hand and help him find a taxi. Gosh, I just looked in awe. How friendly and helpful can a person be? I was kind of proud of her. Hmm. Proud to have such awesome girl in my life.

I just wanted to watch some video tutorials after coming home. But YouTube ate up all of my time. no worries, tomorrow never dies. Yeah, good night! Best will happen!

–rd

underestimated vulnerability

I do not like to write – I like to have written. Gloria Steinem

Hey,

It is the last one. The final epic end of my engineering graduation. Now no more engineering study. No more exams, the official ones otherwise life as a whole is one fucking exam. What makes it more epic is it ends with my favourite subject. infosec. And why do I feel as if I underestimated it? Just one chapter done out of 9. Oh, yeah!

I spent whole afternoon doing the thing that I should have done in vacations. Playing fifa, browsing web, youtube. Wft, I watched a video where baby French kisses mom. What weird and nasty things people do! It spoilt my appetite. Still now I feel like throwing up. I’ll never watch youtube for a couple of days now. I started studies at 8. Start is always slow. As the deadline nears, gears start to shift. I need to pull out things tomorrow. Otherwise I’ll go on a war with hmg but without magazines.

And because I continued to self-hypnotize myself, I fell asleep from 5 to 7.30 pm. One thing is sure it definitely relaxes you. Let me pick up pace now. May be tomorrow we will celebrate party, enjoy, eat out or just rush to home like every day. I want to party tomorrow. But only after a 100/100 paper. So back to study now.

–rd