If the writing is honest it cannot be separated from the man who wrote it.   Tennessee Williams

Hey,

What a strange day. I do well according to my standards but still can’t get better than others. Wtf. I had set the alarm clock for 5.30. But I hit the snooze button as usual to sleep 5 more minutes. Then I got up at 7.12 am. Man, I was screwed. But luckily, I got ready within an hour, and everything happened as it should just perfect. Got the bus, train and taxi all on time.

It was my first time that I was attending placements process with toppers. I was bit nervous about being able to crack the interview. Many students who had jobs in their hand already, also joined in to get this public sector job. First level was gd. The groups were evenly matched everyone got a fair chance and competition. Niko was in my group, the fourth one. we got IPL as the topic. After watching and writing about IPL, there were no difficulties for me to raise new points in gd. 4-5 direction giving points were not enough for me to get through. Niko may not be expecting this topic. She was off-colour today. No aggression at all. That’s something I never expected from her in gd. But in the end, when names were announced, I was dumb-struck to hear her name and not mine. This is unfair, biased. This was my best ever effort in gd. And it goes in vain. When I analyse the things, it may have happened that I spoke the points which were already raised. And I missed one point that I remembered later. I thought of complaining about the results. But I let go it.

There was nothing special in college today.  Just left after an hour or so. I was disappointed I needed to get refreshed. Either movie or video game was the choice. I chose movie. Van wilder and porky’s. watched two movies back to back. Porky’s is a classic adult comedy. Nice jokes. They made me giggle and laugh. The joke about mike hunt was a nice trick. Van wilder too wasn’t a bad movie. Van wilder was like me. Not wanting to graduate because he wasn’t ready to go out and immense himself in professional work all the time. Where he gets no time to celebrate, live life the free bird way. gosh, and Tara Reid, she is the ultimate seductress! She has a sexy voice that seduces you.

I found out that only few of the students were offered the job. Niko was in. beauty with brains, eh? She had just five minutes of interview ad she was fucking selected? What kind of bullshit is this? That too they just asked about html and css. And I though president of cs was a cool person. This whole placement process is shit. Does the TPO learn nothing from past experiences? Some get handful of jobs but some remain jobless. Why don’t they bring equality? Wtf. Gym in evening, getting back, doing some household chores, helping vh to scan his docs, fixing date with ns2, YouTube, Facebook, and stuff. Google plus got a makeover. I don’t know why they left a long strip of blank space in the middle of the page. Hash tag introduced and timeline like feature added. That’s new Google plus for you. I liked the design but remove that blank strip ffs.

–rd